If I had one wish in this world, it would be to take the pain away from you all. As Easter weekend is here, it reminds of the last Easter that I spent down there in London. It was the first time that I heard Zeke preach and I think that it tickled him that I was there also. He knew that I was going thru some very awful times and he offered to help me out, just like I was his own daughter. I dont have Nolan blood running thru my veins but I have Nolan in my heart. We will all meet again someday in Heaven and what a rejoiceing it will be to see all of the family there with him. Much love to my Nolan Family. Happy Easter in Heaven, Zeke!! Oh, what a celebration he will be having with the LORD
I've been told a million times that loosing you will get better in time, but we know that isn't true. I ache every day missing you. On the way up here to the farm today all I could think about is the Sundays You made plans for us to spend the day together. I miss our family dinners, we do still have our dinners but without you there not at all the same. I wonder what your doing up in Heaven and if you can think about us. I wish there was such a thing as spriits coming back cause I'd love to see you just once more. Not at all something thats gonna happen, but it doesnt hurt to wish. We've done so much to your grave, we don't want you to think weve forgotten about you. All your Grandkids talk about you everyday. In church they testify about you and the church all the time. I forgot to tell you I got saved. I just wish I would have before you left this old crazy world. I'd do just about anything to have you back, but dad your in such a better place. Thank goodness you don't have to deal with this ol' wolrd anymore.
Dad Iam sorry I didn't become the man you wanted me to be in our church that I didn't become a preacher like you it's my fault but now Iam back to reading the bible and remembering what you have taught me and showed me things in the word it will take time I will go slow and be patient in The Lord so when you see me again you will be proud of me and what I have done here on earth I love and miss you !!!!'nnn
I think about you every second of the day. When I hear a song, a western movie. Sometimes I even think I hear your voice holler for me. I go to pick up the phone to call you, wondering what your doing or what you've done today. I realize as I'm pushing the buttons on the phone that your not hear anymore. You were the only man in my life that I could count on nomatter what the problem was. I cry for you every day. I love you so much, I hope you knew how proud I am of you!
There is so much I need to talk to ya about and I can't it's still hard for me to talk to any body about ya because Iam like you I don't cry in front of people it's hard for me to express my feelings I just wish you was here I have no more guy body's to complain to lol!!! You were the only one who knew all my secrets so know I have to keep them until I see ya again
dad was the rock and foundation of his family i miss you so much hard to go on with out ya love you very much you was a wonderful dad and papa!!!!!!!!!
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