Zachary McNeeley - Online Memorial Photo Gallery
ZACH, KEVIN AND STUART BY THE OLD TANK
1996
Zachary Driving Rachels car
ZACHARY RYAN MCNEELEY
GRADE SCHOOL,
MCKEE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
DES MOINES IOWA
ZACHARY RYAN MCNEELEY
BABY PICTURE
NEWMARKET HOSPITAL
STUDLANDS PARK-NEWMARKET ENGLAND
ONE MONTH AFTER BORN
BORN-NOVEMBER 3, 1989
THIS PICTURE DECEMBER 1989
ZACH FISHING
HE LOVED TO FISH,
LAKES IN IOWA, HE FISHED AT IRVINE LAKE IN CALIFORNIA 2005,2006,2007
ST PATRICKS DAY
2019
GREEN BEARD
CARVED PUMPKINS FOR HALLOWEEN
ZACH LOVED HALLOWEEN
2019
ZACH POSTED THIS ON FACEBOOK
2018
LOVED FISHING
A POEM i CAME ACROSS
2 WEEKS AFTER YOU DIED ZACH
REST IN PEACE
2021
ZACHARY HOLDING
A BIG FISH
DATE UNKNOWN
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2016 AND 2020
GRANDPA WALLY
WITH ZACH
1990
3 MONTHS OLD
AT 3116 COLDBROOK AVE
DOWNEY CA
HELEN HUNT FALLS
COLORADO SPRINGS
COLORADO
WITH RACHEL, AND KIDS, AND RACHELS MOM, LORI
2016
ZACHARY
MKEE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
4TH GRADE
DES MOINES IOWA
1990S
ZACH COOKING
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2017 AND 2020
ZACH AND ME AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
COLORADO SPRINGS COLORADO
2016
SOMETIME BERWEEN 2015 AND 2020
ZACHARY WITH ANOTHER FISH
BOY YOU LOVED TO FISH
BWTWEEN 2015 AND 2020
ZACH, RACHEL, LORI AND KIDS
HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
500 YEAR OLD HOUSE
IN LITTLE ERISWELL, BRANDON, SUFFOLK, ENGLAND
I LIVED HERE, IN 1988 BEFORE YOU WERE BORN IN 1989
NICKNAMED CASTLE GREYSKULL
ZACH, KEVIN AND STUART 1996
3 MUSKETEERS
KEVIN, ZACH AND STUART
1996
ZACH LOOKING PISSED
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2015 AND 2020
ANOTHER FISHING POEM
ZACH POSTED ON FACEBOOK
2018
ZACH LOVED FOOTBALL AND THE COWBOYS TEAM
AND ANOTHER FISH
2015 , 2016 OR SOMETIME 2017
ANOTHER THING ZACH LIKED
BUILDING A FIRE, THIS IS HIM, HIS FEET
KICKEN IT SOMETIME
AEOUND 2018 OR 2019
A DEER ZACH SPOTTED
HE HAD POSTED HE SAVED A DEER CAUGHT IN A FENCE
2018
FOOTBALL
ZACH LOVE TO WATCH FOOTBALL
MUST HAVE BEEN WORKING IN THE YARD
2019
A POEM
YOUR BOSS, POSTED
lORI JACOBSON OWNER OF POPA TOP
IN INDEPENDENCE IOWA
YOU WERE WELL LIKED BY EVERYONE THERE
MARCH 2021
MOST RECENT
PHOTO
OF ZACHARY
2021
ZACHARYS DOG , JACK
2021
HE SURE MISSES YOU
ZACHS DOG PHOEBE
SHE MISSES YOU
2021
ZACH AND PATTIES KID,
(UNFORTUNALTY) HE WAS WITH PATTIE
2019
ZACHARY AT GARDEN OF THE GODS
COLORADO SPRINGS
2016
GOOD PICTURE OF ZACH, GUESS WHO WAS CUT OUT OF IT
2021
PICTURE OF ZACH
TROLL CUT OUT OF IT
2021
NICE PICTURE OF ZACH
PATTIE TROLL CUT OUT OF IT
2021
ZACH COOKING
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2016 AND 2019
ZACH WITH THE TROLLS KIDS
ZACH WITH PATTIES KIDS,
DONT KNOW THE DATE
ZACH RIDING A RIDE
DATE UNKNOWN
ZACH WITH PATTIES BRAT
DATE , WHO KNOWS
AND YET ANOTHER PICTURE WITH PATTIES KIDS
DATE UNKNOWN
ZACH AT SOME FUNCTION
2020
CASTLE GREYSKULL
OLD TUDOR HOUSE OVER 500 YEARS OLD
LIVED HERE IN 1988
BEFORE ZACH WAS BORN IN 1989
ZACH 4 MONTHS OLD WITH HIS DAD, ORVAL MCNEELEY JR
1990
A PICTURE OF ZACH IN EARLY 2019 OR LATE 2018
YOU AND RACHELS TRIP TO COLORADO
SINCLAIR GAS STATION 2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
FIREWORKS
THE 4TH OF JULY
WHEN ZACH AND RACHEL GOT BACK FROM COLORADO
2016
Zachary wearing a spider man mask, 2019
Zachary apparantly at hospital
which I was never informed of
my guess 2019 or 2020
Yard work, which Zach was good at
apparantly at the house around 2018, 2019 or 2020
a beer can in Zachs Lap
of course it has a fish
2019, or 2020
some little pan fish
dont know if zach caught them,
2018, 2019 or 2020
Jester park
Iowa
One of your favorite places
Easter lake
Covered bridge
Des Moines, Iowa
Iowa
one of your favorite places
a Lake in Greefield, Iowa
One of your favorite places to fish
one of your favortie places to fish
Iowa
either greenfield or Buchanan
My Sheep hear my voice;
I know them, and they follow me.
John 10:27
The Franscian Friars of the Atonement
Garrison New York
From the river's plashy bank, Where the sedge grows green and rank, And the twisted woodbine springs, Upward speeds the morning lark To its silver cloud — and hark! On his way the woodman sings.
On the dim and misty lakes Gloriously the morning breaks, And the eagle's on his cloud: — Whilst the wind, with sighing, wooes To its arms the chaste cold ooze, And the rustling reeds pipe loud.
I am sitting to-day at the desk alone, And the figures are hard to tame; I'd like to shift to a mossy stone Nor bother with pelf and fame. I know a pool where the waters cool Rest under the brawling falls, And the song and gleam of that mountain stream — Oh, it calls, and calls, and calls!
I just take a bamboo pole, Linen line and Limerick hook, Make a sneak for some deep hole In the creek, in shady nook. Seat myself upon a stone, Bait my hook and throw it in, Sit there, quietly, alone, And wait to see the fun begin. First a nibble, then a take, Then my float goes out of sight, Then a sudden swing I make— Got him? Well, you're mighty right. Bass, by jingo! Weighs four pounds; Won't I have a toothsome fry? String him on this rope, by zounds! Make him safe or I'll know why. Once again my hook I bait, Once again I cast my line, Seat myself and watch and wait. Catching bass. Oh, gee! it's fine. Soon the float begins to sail, Then it makes a sudden dive; Holy smoke! I've hooked a whale, Just as sure as I'm alive. Pull, you sucker! Bet I'll make— Stop! You'll surely break the pole. Splash! and suddenly I wake, Up to neck in swimming hole.
Grieve Not,
or speak of me with tears,
but laugh and talk of me as if I were
beside you,
I am the Resurrection
and the life
whoever believes in me,
even of he dies,will live,
and everyone whoe lieves and beleives in Me will never die
John 11:25-26
A boy and his dad on a fishing-trip— There is a glorious fellowship! Father and son and the open sky And the white clouds lazily drifting by, And the laughing stream as it runs along With the clicking reel like a martial song, And the father teaching the youngster gay How to land a fish in the sportsman's way.
Splashing on the cold smooth stones In mysterious undertones; Singing in the brush that hedges Pools and rills and little ledges; Roaring in the cool ravine, Eddying in a change of scene,
God of all consolation
In your unending love and mercy for us,
You turn the darkness of death
unto dawn of new life.
Ahiw compassion to your people in sorrow
Be our refuge and our strength to lift us
from the darkenss of grief to peace and joy in your presence,
We ask through
Christ our Lord
Iowa State fair
Zachary, love to go,
had been a few times
My old boat rests on the shore, By the river's sedgy brink, Where the meadow grass bends o'er, And the cattle come to drink; 'Tis a rusty, batter'd boat, Boat without master sail, And it never again may float, In dead calm or in gale; For its timbers and ribs are rent, Shiver'd and crack'd and bent, And the paint has faded away, From its sides this many a-day; Sides gaping in every seam, Wide open to the stream.
When bass begin to bite, O ye who'd know delight, Go paddle out and make the canny cast Where shadows loiter cool On limpid waveless pool, And fleeting swallows shimmer slanting past.
Fish (fly-replete, in depth of June, Dawdling away their wat'ry noon) Ponder deep wisdom, dark or clear, Each secret fishy hope or fear. Fish say, they have their Stream and Pond; But is there anything Beyond? This life cannot be All, they swear, For how unpleasant, if it were! One may not doubt that, somehow, Good Shall come of Water and of Mud; And, sure, the reverent eye must see A Purpose in Liquidity. We darkly know, by Faith we cry, The future is not Wholly Dry. Mud unto mud!—Death eddies near— Not here the appointed End, not here! But somewhere, beyond Space and Time, Is wetter water, slimier slime! And there (they trust) there swimmeth One Who swam ere rivers were begun, Immense, of fishy form and mind, Squamous, omnipotent, and kind; And under that Almighty Fin, The littlest fish may enter in. Oh! never fly conceals a hook, Fish say, in the Eternal Brook, But more than mundane weeds are there, And mud, celestially fair; Fat caterpillars drift around, And Paradisal grubs are found; Unfading moths, immortal flies, And the worm that never dies. And in that Heaven of all their wish, There shall be no more land, say fish.
There once swam a catfish named Ben
hadn't eaten since who knows when
my worm looked just right,
Ben took a big bite.
No one's seen Ben swim'n since then.
Ben put up a heck of a fight
was thrashing with all of his might
when reeling him in,
that fish seemed to grin,
and spit out my worm just for spite.
Old Ben made one heck of a meal
couldn't help but think how he'd feel
if he'd been the one,
who had battled and won,
from the opposite side of the reel.
The whooper
I went fishing the other day.Caught a fish that I was surprised.
The fish was a least six inches long.
I took my fish and went to the market to look for beer.
Their I told, the butcher I caught a fish.
That was 12 inches long.
On the way to my house I saw a cop friend of mine.
I told him that i had a fish that was 18 inches long.
I stopped for a few beers at the bar I saw joey the postman.
I told joey that i had a whopper of a fish that was
Two feet long
Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake your body line Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake it all the time Work, work, work, Senora, work your body line Work, work, work, Senora, work it all the time
My girl's name is Senora I tell you friends, I adore her And when she dances, oh, brother She's a hurricane in all kinds of weather
Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Okay, I believe you) Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Okay, I believe you) Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Okay, I believe you) Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Whoa)
Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake your body line, whoa Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake it all the time Work, work, work, Senora, work your body line Work, work, work, Senora, work it all the time
You can…
Jump In The Line
Harry Belafonte
Scene from Beetlejuice
zachary loved this movie
The Lake– 1809-1849
Edgar Allen Poe
In youth’s spring it was my lot To haunt, of the wide earth a spot The which I could not love the less, So lovely was the loneliness Of a wild lake, with black rock bound, And the tall pines that tower’d around.
But, when the night had thrown her pall Upon that spot, as upon all, And the mystic wind went by Murmuring in melody – Then – ah then I would awake To the terror of the lone lake.
Yet that terror was not fright. But a tremulous delight – A feeling not the jewelled mine Could teach or bribe me to define – Nor Love – although the Love were thine.
Death was in that poison’d wave — And, in its gulf, a fitting grave For him who thence could solace bring To his lone imagining – Whose solitary soul could make An Eden of that dim lake.
The Fox and the Hound
Zachary;s favorite Disney
cartoon when he was a kid
Grandpa Wally and Zach
Summer of 1990
13116 Coldbrook Ave
Downey California
Grandpa put up a swimming pool, he loved to pull you around in your little sitting floatie,
you loved the water every since,
You, Zach and Your brother , Stuart and
Your cousin Kevin at the Embassy Suites Hotel
Des Moines, in 1996
When your aunt and uncle came to Iowa and visited and took you boys back to California for a visit.
You with your cousin, Kevin and Brother Stuart
when you were with your aunt and uncle, Christy and Ali
they took you to arizona, and back to Cali,
1996
You helping your brother with the jeep
1996
at your Aunt Christy and Uncle Ali's House
in California
beabore they had landscaping done, they
brought you boys back to visit
The Big Dinosaur
Somewhere between Iowa and california
1996
When Your Aunt Christy and Uncle Ali drove to Iowa, to
Pick you boys up and take you back to California
for a visit
You, Kevin and Stu
You and your Brother
1996
in front of your aunt and uncles house
Zach
swimming at the Embassy Suites Hotel
Des Moines, Iowa
with your aunt and uncle and cousin Kevin, and Brother Stu
before they took you boys to Cali for a visit
1996
Zachary Ryan McNeeley
1990
3 months old
Downey california
at Grandpa Wallys and Grandma Irenes House
wehn we got back from England
Zachary
1 1/2 years Old
You are sitting on Becky's Car
(Becky drove us to california in 1991)
(Your dad, asked me to go back and sell stuff we had in storage)
Becky is a daughter of your dad's sister Jackie Hague(now deceased)who lived
in Newton, Iowa/boy did we have to plead and beg to get Jackie to agree to let Becky drive us, bust she did, I sold the stuff, but looking back in retrospect, I should have sold the stuff and set her ass packing back to Iowa, I us stayed in California.
Zachary 3 1/2 month old
1990
Downey California
Zach getting a bath from his granny
in the sink
Downey House
1990
Zach in the swing
Granny and Grandpa bought for you
1990
Downey, California
Zach
in a bath
Granny Bathing you
1990
Downey
Zach
2nd Birthday
1992
at Connie;s House
By Fairgrounds, in Des Moines, Iowa
the other kid is Jerry, her son and Pictires in Background of
Celina and Jerry
Note: Connie Miller was daughter of Dee, she was a next door neighbor,
to the house we lived in, by the fairgrounds, Connie lived two houses down
we stayed with connie when we left that house, the upstairs/downstairs thing wasnt
working/so we found a different house, on Raccoon, and we didnt stay long there, your brother was a baby.
Zachary
2 years old
in Jammies
Des Moines, Iowa
1992
Little Bubble Head
Zach in Bath
1990
Downey
For you Zach, I know you would be fishing today, July 4, 2021, if you were with us
I know your fishing in Heaven
For you Zach, I know you would be fishing today, July 4, 2021, if you were with us
I know your fishing in Heaven
In Memory of you Zach, you loved 4th of July
and fireworks,
this is for you,
July 4, 2021
we love you,
4th of july
2021
you love fireworks, and the 4th
Im sure you will be missed this year
Love and Miss you, Zach,
July 4th, 2021
What You have Missed So Far
Today is July 27th, 4 months since you left us, you missed the Series Mandalorian, Star wars story about a Yoda like Child, Disney really did it justice, I am surpised, I came acr0ss a picture of you standing in front of a British Phone booth, at Universal city walk, taken in 2007, posted here.
Wekk lets see what else you have missed, my crying once in a while, I miss you, and still cant believe your gone, Pattie still has not contacted me, or anyone else, which is wrong. She has your remains, but I have all the memories, and your stones will be placed at lake Havasu, London Bridge, as soon as we can get down there to have them ordered, Whichh will be Oct, when it cools off.
You havent missed much is the world of politics, its still corrupt, and Biden is a joke, the news and media is a joke, I heard your doggies, are still with Pattie, Your brothr Stuart told me, Im sure their well.
We had Tons of rain, Monsson season here is Arizona, it pour and poured, first in over 2 years this much rain, I think the Angels were crying for you and bowling with all the thunder, my grandfather used to tell me that, and i used to tell you boys that when it thundered , the angels were bowling, and when it rained they were crying.
I hope where ever you are you can see, what I am keeping record and memory of, and i get through each day, staying busy, I miss you, I love you find peace,
Forver in My heart
Van Gogh and the Artists he Loved: Virginie Demont-Breton, French Painter born on this day in 1859 "Child Fishing (L'enfant à la pêche)" French Art - Mia Feigelson Gallery By Virginie Demont-Breton (French, 1859-1935)
This Picture was taken In garden grove california
you were wearing your grandfathers Boots,
2006
we were going somewhere , out to dinner I think
you looked so good dressed up , Zach,
I think about you everyday, Son, and Miss you
Dressed up for Halloween
2006
you wore this to Rancho Alamitos High School
makeup looked Great
If you could see and hear what KISS Has become Now, they are sellouts
Phonys, and this Scamdemic that is going on, your not missing anything, bunch of crap, and KISS is no better then any other singer, or actor falling for it, so i am done with KISS they are liars, and frauds, and stand for nothing, so no more concerts from them
i wont go to any concert that is pushing evil Vax
i know if you were here you wouldnt be going for it either, I still have not spoken to patti, I think she didn you wrong, and i am sorry.
This I am having made into a tile for my yard ,
for you , Zach, and some others as well
Sept 1, 2001
Again, another month has gone by, 5 months now, since you have been gone, I hope your at peace, I miss you, nothing much going on here, stil working on the house, still have gotten no answers from patti or Valerie, that crooked lawyer has finaly stopped harassing me, I guess i am the only one that is writing on here, I have gotten nothing but crap from Michael hague, your ex Rachel, your stupid sister Valerie, no word from pattie, I guess she got what she wanted, she has your ashes, I hope she does right vby you, and put them in the lake, but your brother hasnt talked to her either, I dont like her , Zach, I dont trust her, and never will, I dont like the last memory I saw, of you and her face timing, its sad and pathetic, and I am really disgusted, by her, and why didnt you contact me, your stupid step sister was the last perosn you talked to, what did she say to you zach, ? what did she say to make you do this, to leave , to die alone in a basement, or did someone else have a hand in it, why , why , why? that is the questions tjhat linger, and It pisses me off I dont have the answers, all they can do is blame me, when I am the one that was kept in the dark, no one told me anything, and if you said something to your sister, she should have called the police to check on you, but the bitch didnt, neither did pattie, no one helped. Now Why wouldnt anyone help you????????? where is my answers, will I ever get them and I hope your lousy step brother and step sister is reading this they make me sick, phone call after phone call, threatening me, harassing me, and your talking the day i found out you were gone, April 1, yah what a joke , calls plagues by calls for a week, what sick people do that, Justin Goodno, Timothy cook, orval McNeeley 3rd, Valerie Scott, Jade miester, Pattie Virden, rachel ragan, michael hague, Russell Valeries kid, and who knows who else, plague me with threats and calls, they are sick, and twisted. And you are gone, dod they remember you , ? no, not even That pattie,
Why WHY WHY ??????????????????
sept 1, 2001
13116 coldbrook Ave
Downey California
This is the house we lived in since 1976, it was purchased by your great grandparents in 1956/built in 1955
youLived here from march of 1990 till August of 1990/then we moved to Iowa
big mistake on my part
Can you believe it, its 2021 and the house is still that color, except its in a shambles now, looks like crap, but what cna you expect , crappy people bought it,
Sept 1, 2021
You as a baby
Your step brother Orval holding you, I should have known then what kind of person he would turn out to be, he was only 15 in this picture, now in his 40's and real as-hole/jerk just like his stupid sister.
The only reason I put this on her, is you look cute in the picture, this was taken also in Downey 1990
(note here written)Sept 1,2021
Another Picture I came across
when you went to Nascar, in Fontana,.Ca
2006-07
You didnt look like you wee having fun from the picture, well what do you expect you went with the Idiot P Clausen, little did i know then how things would turn out, he was a monster and I blame him too, for what happend to you, and why your gone, his fault, just like the rest of the Iowa shitheads, hes remarried to a nasty woman, and Living in a shithole called paulden AZ, you can laugh at that Zach, what he caused, I have laughed too, he is someone I hate most of all, I hate liars.
Sept 1,2001
A Little
Halloween Message
2021
Halloween
2021
You Loved halloween Zach
I saw this Picture today, It reminded me of you,
its from a old artist/drawn sometime around the early 1920s
October 20, 2021
A lovely fall picture '
of a Lake,
October 20, 2021
A Picture is worth a Thousand words
A Snowy Day
first published in 1962
I grew up reading it in school, I remember
reading it to you and your brother, when you brought a copy home from
school, this was one of my favorites as a kid, and I know
you liked it too
I bought a copy with the copywrite 1963
October 2021
A Picture
Words
Speaks volumes of truth
October 2021
Zachary
Remembering you On Day of the dead-Nov 2, 2021
Remembering you on Halloween-October 31, 2021
Love and miss you, my son
Love mom
If I could have one wish in life, That wish would have to be That God would take away my pain And send you back to me.
Your birthday's here today, my son, And I just wanted you to know How much I deeply love you And that I miss you so.
On days like this we should celebrate, But for me that now proves hard, For unlike other mothers, I cannot send A simple birthday card.
No kisses can I give you Or birthday gifts to buy. Only flowers I now can give you, Which I place down where you lie.
Two other things I send you Are my thoughts and all my love, So hold them close and keep them safe In Heaven up above.
And please wait for me, my darling Until my days are through, And then I'll come and spend all time In Heaven just with you.
I saw this poem, and I know you
would have liked it
For you, my Boy
Nov 2021
Remembering you, my Son, for Thanksgiving,
Tomarrow is Thanksgiving day, November 25, 2021
You will be missed, I know you liked the turkey,
I love You, Zachary
The Empty Chair Prayer by Erica Parkerson
“The pies are in the freezer, the turkey is on the list,
But this Thanksgiving, oh how a loved one will be missed!
Lord Jesus, please hear our Thanksgiving prayer,
For those gathered around a table that has an empty chair,
Oh Lord, comfort their hearts – we know that you are able,
And let them know that this year, there’s another chair at Heaven’s Table!”
Oh, the splendour of the autumn when the shades of colour glow; When the trees dressed in their glory stir up shadows to and fro.
When the twilight sun is sinking, dusk embraces Mother Earth; What a joy to catch the splendour, moments of unmeasured worth.
Stop a while and ponder nature, thank the Lord for all you see; For our use and for their beauty, God created every tree.
Reminded me of david the Gnome, you loved as a little boy
11-24-2021
Your first Christmas In Heaven
Dec 25th 2021
I miss you, and everyone misses you, Zach,
if you cna see all of these things that is written
then why , why did you leave?????
Your family loved you, we miss you
your grandmother misses you, your cousins, your brother, your aunt and uncle
I love you , Son
your first Christmas in Heaven
TONITE AT MIDNIGHT-DECEMBER 31,2021 WE
SAY GOODBYE, AND WELCOME 2022...
2021 SUCKED AS MUCH AS 2020
SO MUCH LOSS, IF I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME, I WOULD
PREVENT YOU FROM LEAVING US SO SOON........
I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LIKED NEW YEARS EVE, THOUGH MOST OF THE TIME, IN YOUR RECENT YEARS, U WOULD DRINK, WHICH WAS A DOWNFALL, BUT WE WONT SWELL ON THAT, YOUR GONE, BUT NOT FORGOTTEN ZACH, I FINALLY HAD THE TIME AND FELT IT WAS ABOUT TIME, TO START HANGING THE PICTURES IN THE HALLWAY, WHICH U NEVER GOT TO SEE, THE HOUSE, MAYBE U CAN SEE IT FROM HEAVEN, I AM PUTTING TOGETHER FRAMES OF PICTURES, TO HANG.
AS FOR MEMORIES OF NEW YEARS
FIREWARKS TONITE, I KNOW YOU LOVED THEM, AND I REMEBERED SOMETHING YOU AND YOUR BTOTHER TOLD ME, ONE NEWS EVE OR CHRISTMAS EVE WHEN YOU BOYS WERE YOUNGER, LIVING WITH YOUR DAD, YOU PILED THE CEILING FAN WITH COLD CUTS AND CHEESE, AND WHEN SANDY TURNED IT ON THEY WENT FLYING, I CHUCKLED WHEN I THOUGHT OF IT, YOU BOYS DID ALOT FO GOOFY STUFF. i CAME ACROSS A GOOD PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR BROTHER, I AM GOING TO ENLARGE IT,
I MISS YOU ZACH, SOMEDAYS I CRY, SOME DAYS I LAUGH,
THERES DAYS WHEN I AM ANGRY, THEIR IS DAYS WHEN I AM HAPPY, THERES DAYS WHEN I AM FILLED WITH CONTEMPT FOR PATTI AND THE REST OF THE IDIOTS IN IOWA, THERES SOME DAYS I FEEL PITY FOR THEM, BECAUSE THEY ARE TOO STUPID AND BLIND, THERES DAYS I WANT TO SCREAM AT A TREE, SOME DAYS JUST WANT TO HUG THE TREE, THERE ARE DAYS I DONT WANT TO GET OUT OF BED, BUT I DO ANYWAY, AND THERES DAYS I GET THINGS ACOMPLISHED,
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN THINGS ARE DARK, TIMES WHEN THINGS ARE BRIGHT, THE SUN SHINES ONE DAY, AND THE SUN GOES TO BED UNDER A BLANKET OF CLOUDS THE NEXT, ONE DAY IT RAINS, ONE DAY IT DONT, I TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, AND THERES TIMES WHEN I JUST SAY WHATEVER.............
I TIRED TO TEACH YOU AND YOUR BROTHER THIS PHILOSOPHY, YOU TOOK YOUR PATH AND YOUR BROTHER HAS HIS.
AGAIN WE SAY GOODBYE TO 2021, ITS BEEN A LOUSY YEAR, OTHER THEN A FEW THINGS MADE IT BRIGHT, I DONT KNOW WHAT 2022 WILL BRING, BUT THE MEDIA, THE NEWS, THE INTERNET, POLITICIANS, JOURNALISTS, AND SOME PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE THE CORRUPTION THAT IS THE DOWNFALL OF HUMANKIND, AND THEY ARE DESTROYING SELF ESTEEM, AND FAITH. I HOPE YOU FOUND PEACE, AND THE PLACE YOUR IN, (i WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE IS A PARADISE-HEAVEN) SOME MANY QUESTIONS, NO ANSWERS, I STILL HAVE NO ANSWERS AS TO WHY, WHY YOU LEFT, WHERE YOU ARE, WHO IS RESPONSIBLE, AND THOSE YOU LEFT BEHIND IN IOWA, DO THEY CARE? I DONT BELEIVE THEY DO,
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU , ZACH
IN MEMORY THIS NEW YEARS EVE-DECEMBER 31, 2021
March 11, 2022
Stone Placed in Lake Havasu, Arizona
March of 2022
'
In memory of You, Zachary
There is 2, side by side, by the London Bridge, water, and british Phone Booth
Since I was Illegally Robbed of your ashes, Unfortunalty they are not there, maybe someday, whoever reads this will convince the theives, to lay your ashes at rest in a lake,or maybe even lake Havasu,Arizona
Be at rest my son, We miss you and love you
Love, Mom, Erik, Granny, Stuart, Aunt Christie, Uncle Ali, Kevin and Ethan
We All Love You
March 11, 2022
Stone Placed in Lake Havasu, Arizona
March of 2022
'
In memory of You, Zachary
There is 2, side by side, by the London Bridge, water, and british Phone Booth
Since I was Illegally Robbed of your ashes, Unfortunalty they are not there, maybe someday, whoever reads this will convince the theives, to lay your ashes at rest in a lake,or maybe even lake Havasu,Arizona
Be at rest my son, We miss you and love you
Love, Mom, Erik, Granny, Stuart, Aunt Christie, Uncle Ali, Kevin and Ethan
We All Love You
March 15, 2022
St Patrick
My Son,
St Patricks Prayer
March 15, 2022
Prayer to St Gertrude
March 15, 2022
Please watch over my son, Zachary,
Peace,
St Patrick Drives Snakes from Ireland
In Memory
march 15, 2022
St patrick watch over my Son, as you watched over Ireland
Lament
St Patrick
Blessings
march 16,2022
MARCH 17, 2022
YOUR FIRST
ST PATRICKS DAY IN HEAVEN
ST PARICKS PRAYERS
THOUGHTS
MARCH 17, 2022
YOUR FIRST
ST PATRICKS DAY IN HEAVEN
ST PARICKS PRAYERS
THOUGHTS
MARCH 17, 2022
YOUR FIRST
ST PATRICKS DAY IN HEAVEN
ST PARICKS PRAYERS
THOUGHTS
March 25,2022
The sun is shining, the birds are singing, and God’s love is with us. I can smell the fragrance of heaven as I think about loved ones in heaven.
March 25th 2022
You were loved by many, but most of all by me. Though you’re gone, you’ll never be forgotten.
March 26th
2022
In Remembrance of
Zachary Ryan McNeeley
March 26th
2022
words for Zachary
March 28th
2022
1 year ago
one year has passed
this written
March 29th
2022
you died between the 27th and the 30th
we dont know, will i ever know, what really happend?
March 31, 2022
There was no March 31st last year in 2021
love you and miss you
April 1, 2022
He let go of the committee of indecision within him. He let go of all the ‘right’ reasons. Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, he just let go.
He didn’t ask anyone for advice. He didn’t read a book on how to let go. He didn’t search the scriptures. He just let go.
He let go of all of the memories that held him back. He let go of all of the anxiety that kept him from moving forward. He let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.
He didn’t promise to let go. He didn’t journal about it. He didn’t write the projected date in his day-timer. He made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper. He didn’t check the weather report or read his daily horoscope. He just let go.
He didn’t analyze whether he should let go. He didn’t call his friends to discuss the matter. He didn’t do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment. He didn’t call the prayer line. He didn’t utter one word. He just let go.
No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or congratulations. No one thanked him or praised him. No one noticed a thing. Like a leaf falling from a tree, he just let go.
There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn’t good and it wasn’t bad. It was what it was, and it is just that. In the space of letting go, he let it all be. A small smile came over his face. A light breeze blew through him. And the sun and the moon shone forevermore
EASTER
APRIL 17,2022
EASTER IN HEAVEN, MY SON
Remembering you , Zach, this memorial day
weekend
May 26th, 2022,
memorial day- may 30th, 2022-monday
I know how you liked a good BBQ, and fishing on
holidays , I love you and miss you,
my Son.
June 20, 2022
Just a Little Lavender field, to say I am thinking about you,
yesterday was fathers day, i wonder if your somewhere with your dad,
questions, questions , is their a heaven?
Missing you, Son
Love you
Came across this today
June 20, 2002
I know how you liked the Trooper/iron Maiden
Had to Post here for you,
4th of July 2022
another year without you
I know you loved the 4th of july
May be be fishing In heaven,
I love you, Zach
July 4th 2022
a lake , a flag
a fisherman's day
may you be fishing where ever you are, In heaven
I love you, Zachary
Oct 2022
This little picture I came across
I had to post here
I love you and miss You Zach
Love Mom
October 2022
A Lake , A boat
A fish wating to Jump,
a boy with a pole,
sitting on the bank
Fishing in Heaven
for You Zach
Grandpa and You, On Left Zach and Stu on right
1992
in Downey, ca
For Your birthday in Heaven Zachary
Nov 3, 2022
For Your birthday in Heaven Zachary
Nov 3, 2022
November 24, 2022
another Thanksgiving in heaven , my son, when i see football on TV, I think of you
the cowboys, green bay packers, the eagles
Missing you , I love you
Love MOM
Zach
Nov 24, 2022
Thanksgiving
Thank you for being my son, I miss you,
your in Heaven watching down on us,
I love you.
Love MOM
December 24th, 2022
This little boy remind me of you , Zach
another christmas in heaven
I miss you
love mom
December 24th 2022
a little snowman, reminds me of all the times
you played in the snow, made snow forts,
and we made a snowman,
may the angels of heaven watch over you, my Son
Love , Mom
Decemer 25th 2022
a Bridge, Santa, a Boat,
and fishing pole in hand
this is for you, my son,
Christmas in heaven,
for you Zachary, I miss you
Decemeber 25th, 2022
In memory of my Son, Zachary Ryan McNeeley
Christmas
March 1, 2023
Snow in Arizona
The snow fell on the 1st of March, 2023
we had so much snow in the desert, Zach, I wish you were here to see it.
Did you send the snow?
from heaven
We miss you my son,
love Mom
Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Everything remains as it was. The old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used to.
March 17, 2023
March 17, 2023
I love you zach and miss you everyday
Easter
Sunday April 9,2023
Missing you, Son,
WE Love You
Sept 27th, 2023
A humming bird for you, Zach, just to say were thinking of you,
we have ome many hummingbirds in our yard, they must be sent from heaven,
I miss you, Son
Love Mom
Halloween 2023 another one gone by oh, how the years fly, we laugh, and we cry, tears of joy and tears of sad in times of good and times of bad Days of new and days of old the moon shines bright yellow and gold on a dark Hallows Night children smiling and having fun. costumes to scare and delight. the old year burns out and fades away. when the day is done comes along another day. who remembers the dead, Nov second rolls in like a phantom to loved ones that passed on, offering drink and bread a tombstone cover lawn families gather to read a tome. Bonfires lit and distant wailing. the veil is sheer. we dance and we sing. having our long-gone loved ones near Long remembered. life so short, life so long holding on to memories right or wrong, leaving the past those who care and sees there love will last
Remembering you my son on this all souls day
and feast of all saints.
may they look after you in heaven
November 2, 2023
Day of the Dead
November 2, 2023
Remembering you
on this, day, and celebrating you spanish ancestry
Miss you
Love Mom
REMEMBERING YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
ZACHARY
YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 34 TODAY
NOVEMEBER 3,2023
BORN nOVE 3, 1989 AND YOU LEFT US IN MARCH OF 2021
IT EEMS LIKE YESTERDAY YOU WERE A LITTLE BOY
AND NOW YOUR GONE, LET THE HUMMINGBIRDS CARRY YOUR SOUL THROUGH
AND WHEN I SEE THEM IN MY YARD, I WILL THINK OF YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LOVE MOM
tHERE ARE THOSE YOU SIT AT CEMETERIES
MOURNING THOSE THAT HAVE PASSED ON, THEY WRITE PLATITUDES OF GRIEF AND DISPAIR, THEY GONE ON AND ON AND GIVE FLOWERS TO THE DEAD.
THEY FORGET ABOUT THE LIVING, AND SURROUND THEMSELVES WITH DARK EMOTIONS BECASUE OF THEIR LOSS. tHEY HAVE NO CLUE, THAT THE PERSON IS NOT IN THE TOMB, THE GRAVE OR SCATTERED TO THE WIND, THAT IS TH EARTHLY BODY, WE SAY GOODBYE TO. THE SOUL IS AROUND, IN HEAVEN, IN PARADISE, IN THE SUMMERLANDS, IN PURGATORY, OR EVEN HELL, IF THEIR IS A HELL. WHEREVER IT IS, OUR LOVED ONES HAVE MOVED ON, OR THERE WATCHING OVER US. GIVE THANKS TO THAT ON THIS THANKSGIVING DAY, AND REMEMBER TO THANK THE LIVING AS WELL AS THE DEAD.
REMEMBERING ZACHARY, THAT DWELLS IN A BETTER PLACE, ANOTHER THANKSGIVING,. TO SAY THANK YOU SON, FOR BEING MINE FOR 31 YEARS, NOW YOU BELONG TO THE UNIVERSE.
THANKSGIVING IN PARADISE/THE SUMMERLANDS
LOVE MOM
Christmas is that time of year For being with the ones we love Sharing so much joy and cheer What a wonderful feelin' Watching the ones we love Having so much fun I was sittin' by the fire side Taking a walk through the snow Listening to a children's choir Singing songs about Jesus The blessed way that he came to us
Why can't it remain All through the year Each day the same Ah, that's what I wanna hear Heh-heh, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas
All the kinfolk gather 'round The lovely Christmas tree Hearts are glowing full of joy Sense the gifts that we're giving And the love that we're living
Why can't it remain (Why can't it remain?) Oh, all through the year (All through the year) Each day the same (Each day the same) Ah, that's what I wanna hear I'll tell ya, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas Let me hear ya (Why can't it remain?) Why can't it remain? (All through the year) All, all through the year (Each day the same) Each day the same And that's what I wanna hear Listen to me, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas
Oh, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas Ain't it so? It's truly amazin' Yeah, that spirit of Christmas Oh, Christmas Oh Christmas
In Memory of you, Zachary Christmas 2023
another year your spending in heaven...........I miss you
sending you hugs
love
mom
Santa, do you know where heaven is? Maybe your reindeer know the way. For I have a special present I need delivered on Christmas day.
For Christmas is a time for sharing With those we hold so dear. Please take this gift, with all my love For an angel who's no longer here.
It's wrapped up in all our memories We once shared from the past. The ribbons and bows are all our dreams. Inside there's a broken heart.
It's such a special parcel. Please Santa, don't delay. I would love it to be in heaven In time for Christmas day.
Christmas 2023
Missing you my Son,
Easter Holy Week
Remembering you, this week
Wed.-March 27,2024
Maundy Thursday-3/28/2004
Good friday-march 29,2024
Saturday day or remembrance-March 30, 2024
Sunday- Easter- March 31,2024
Three years in Heaven, my Son, missing you, may those that have forgotten, remeber you this spring season of Easter.
March 29,2024
An Oriole, to remind me, that two origoles came to visit my garden and yard last Spring and Summer, 2023, I believe that was your little sign you are watching from Heaven, my Son, I love you and MIss You
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ZACH, KEVIN AND STUART BY THE OLD TANK
1996
Zachary Driving Rachels car
ZACHARY RYAN MCNEELEY
GRADE SCHOOL,
MCKEE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
DES MOINES IOWA
ZACHARY RYAN MCNEELEY
BABY PICTURE
NEWMARKET HOSPITAL
STUDLANDS PARK-NEWMARKET ENGLAND
ONE MONTH AFTER BORN
BORN-NOVEMBER 3, 1989
THIS PICTURE DECEMBER 1989
ZACH FISHING
HE LOVED TO FISH,
LAKES IN IOWA, HE FISHED AT IRVINE LAKE IN CALIFORNIA 2005,2006,2007
ST PATRICKS DAY
2019
GREEN BEARD
CARVED PUMPKINS FOR HALLOWEEN
ZACH LOVED HALLOWEEN
2019
ZACH POSTED THIS ON FACEBOOK
2018
LOVED FISHING
A POEM i CAME ACROSS
2 WEEKS AFTER YOU DIED ZACH
REST IN PEACE
2021
ZACHARY HOLDING
A BIG FISH
DATE UNKNOWN
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2016 AND 2020
GRANDPA WALLY
WITH ZACH
1990
3 MONTHS OLD
AT 3116 COLDBROOK AVE
DOWNEY CA
HELEN HUNT FALLS
COLORADO SPRINGS
COLORADO
WITH RACHEL, AND KIDS, AND RACHELS MOM, LORI
2016
ZACHARY
MKEE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
4TH GRADE
DES MOINES IOWA
1990S
ZACH COOKING
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2017 AND 2020
ZACH AND ME AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
COLORADO SPRINGS COLORADO
2016
SOMETIME BERWEEN 2015 AND 2020
ZACHARY WITH ANOTHER FISH
BOY YOU LOVED TO FISH
BWTWEEN 2015 AND 2020
ZACH, RACHEL, LORI AND KIDS
HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
500 YEAR OLD HOUSE
IN LITTLE ERISWELL, BRANDON, SUFFOLK, ENGLAND
I LIVED HERE, IN 1988 BEFORE YOU WERE BORN IN 1989
NICKNAMED CASTLE GREYSKULL
ZACH, KEVIN AND STUART 1996
3 MUSKETEERS
KEVIN, ZACH AND STUART
1996
ZACH LOOKING PISSED
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2015 AND 2020
ANOTHER FISHING POEM
ZACH POSTED ON FACEBOOK
2018
ZACH LOVED FOOTBALL AND THE COWBOYS TEAM
AND ANOTHER FISH
2015 , 2016 OR SOMETIME 2017
ANOTHER THING ZACH LIKED
BUILDING A FIRE, THIS IS HIM, HIS FEET
KICKEN IT SOMETIME
AEOUND 2018 OR 2019
A DEER ZACH SPOTTED
HE HAD POSTED HE SAVED A DEER CAUGHT IN A FENCE
2018
FOOTBALL
ZACH LOVE TO WATCH FOOTBALL
MUST HAVE BEEN WORKING IN THE YARD
2019
A POEM
YOUR BOSS, POSTED
lORI JACOBSON OWNER OF POPA TOP
IN INDEPENDENCE IOWA
YOU WERE WELL LIKED BY EVERYONE THERE
MARCH 2021
MOST RECENT
PHOTO
OF ZACHARY
2021
ZACHARYS DOG , JACK
2021
HE SURE MISSES YOU
ZACHS DOG PHOEBE
SHE MISSES YOU
2021
ZACH AND PATTIES KID,
(UNFORTUNALTY) HE WAS WITH PATTIE
2019
ZACHARY AT GARDEN OF THE GODS
COLORADO SPRINGS
2016
GOOD PICTURE OF ZACH, GUESS WHO WAS CUT OUT OF IT
2021
PICTURE OF ZACH
TROLL CUT OUT OF IT
2021
NICE PICTURE OF ZACH
PATTIE TROLL CUT OUT OF IT
2021
ZACH COOKING
SOMETIME BETWEEN 2016 AND 2019
ZACH WITH THE TROLLS KIDS
ZACH WITH PATTIES KIDS,
DONT KNOW THE DATE
ZACH RIDING A RIDE
DATE UNKNOWN
ZACH WITH PATTIES BRAT
DATE , WHO KNOWS
AND YET ANOTHER PICTURE WITH PATTIES KIDS
DATE UNKNOWN
ZACH AT SOME FUNCTION
2020
CASTLE GREYSKULL
OLD TUDOR HOUSE OVER 500 YEARS OLD
LIVED HERE IN 1988
BEFORE ZACH WAS BORN IN 1989
ZACH 4 MONTHS OLD WITH HIS DAD, ORVAL MCNEELEY JR
1990
A PICTURE OF ZACH IN EARLY 2019 OR LATE 2018
YOU AND RACHELS TRIP TO COLORADO
SINCLAIR GAS STATION 2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
PICTURE ZACHARY TOOK AT HELEN HUNT FALLS
2016
FIREWORKS
THE 4TH OF JULY
WHEN ZACH AND RACHEL GOT BACK FROM COLORADO
2016
Zachary wearing a spider man mask, 2019
Zachary apparantly at hospital
which I was never informed of
my guess 2019 or 2020
Yard work, which Zach was good at
apparantly at the house around 2018, 2019 or 2020
a beer can in Zachs Lap
of course it has a fish
2019, or 2020
some little pan fish
dont know if zach caught them,
2018, 2019 or 2020
Jester park
Iowa
One of your favorite places
Easter lake
Covered bridge
Des Moines, Iowa
Iowa
one of your favorite places
a Lake in Greefield, Iowa
One of your favorite places to fish
one of your favortie places to fish
Iowa
either greenfield or Buchanan
My Sheep hear my voice;
I know them, and they follow me.
John 10:27
The Franscian Friars of the Atonement
Garrison New York
From the river's plashy bank, Where the sedge grows green and rank, And the twisted woodbine springs, Upward speeds the morning lark To its silver cloud — and hark! On his way the woodman sings.
On the dim and misty lakes Gloriously the morning breaks, And the eagle's on his cloud: — Whilst the wind, with sighing, wooes To its arms the chaste cold ooze, And the rustling reeds pipe loud.
I am sitting to-day at the desk alone, And the figures are hard to tame; I'd like to shift to a mossy stone Nor bother with pelf and fame. I know a pool where the waters cool Rest under the brawling falls, And the song and gleam of that mountain stream — Oh, it calls, and calls, and calls!
I just take a bamboo pole, Linen line and Limerick hook, Make a sneak for some deep hole In the creek, in shady nook. Seat myself upon a stone, Bait my hook and throw it in, Sit there, quietly, alone, And wait to see the fun begin. First a nibble, then a take, Then my float goes out of sight, Then a sudden swing I make— Got him? Well, you're mighty right. Bass, by jingo! Weighs four pounds; Won't I have a toothsome fry? String him on this rope, by zounds! Make him safe or I'll know why. Once again my hook I bait, Once again I cast my line, Seat myself and watch and wait. Catching bass. Oh, gee! it's fine. Soon the float begins to sail, Then it makes a sudden dive; Holy smoke! I've hooked a whale, Just as sure as I'm alive. Pull, you sucker! Bet I'll make— Stop! You'll surely break the pole. Splash! and suddenly I wake, Up to neck in swimming hole.
Grieve Not,
or speak of me with tears,
but laugh and talk of me as if I were
beside you,
I am the Resurrection
and the life
whoever believes in me,
even of he dies,will live,
and everyone whoe lieves and beleives in Me will never die
John 11:25-26
A boy and his dad on a fishing-trip— There is a glorious fellowship! Father and son and the open sky And the white clouds lazily drifting by, And the laughing stream as it runs along With the clicking reel like a martial song, And the father teaching the youngster gay How to land a fish in the sportsman's way.
Splashing on the cold smooth stones In mysterious undertones; Singing in the brush that hedges Pools and rills and little ledges; Roaring in the cool ravine, Eddying in a change of scene,
God of all consolation
In your unending love and mercy for us,
You turn the darkness of death
unto dawn of new life.
Ahiw compassion to your people in sorrow
Be our refuge and our strength to lift us
from the darkenss of grief to peace and joy in your presence,
We ask through
Christ our Lord
Iowa State fair
Zachary, love to go,
had been a few times
My old boat rests on the shore, By the river's sedgy brink, Where the meadow grass bends o'er, And the cattle come to drink; 'Tis a rusty, batter'd boat, Boat without master sail, And it never again may float, In dead calm or in gale; For its timbers and ribs are rent, Shiver'd and crack'd and bent, And the paint has faded away, From its sides this many a-day; Sides gaping in every seam, Wide open to the stream.
When bass begin to bite, O ye who'd know delight, Go paddle out and make the canny cast Where shadows loiter cool On limpid waveless pool, And fleeting swallows shimmer slanting past.
Fish (fly-replete, in depth of June, Dawdling away their wat'ry noon) Ponder deep wisdom, dark or clear, Each secret fishy hope or fear. Fish say, they have their Stream and Pond; But is there anything Beyond? This life cannot be All, they swear, For how unpleasant, if it were! One may not doubt that, somehow, Good Shall come of Water and of Mud; And, sure, the reverent eye must see A Purpose in Liquidity. We darkly know, by Faith we cry, The future is not Wholly Dry. Mud unto mud!—Death eddies near— Not here the appointed End, not here! But somewhere, beyond Space and Time, Is wetter water, slimier slime! And there (they trust) there swimmeth One Who swam ere rivers were begun, Immense, of fishy form and mind, Squamous, omnipotent, and kind; And under that Almighty Fin, The littlest fish may enter in. Oh! never fly conceals a hook, Fish say, in the Eternal Brook, But more than mundane weeds are there, And mud, celestially fair; Fat caterpillars drift around, And Paradisal grubs are found; Unfading moths, immortal flies, And the worm that never dies. And in that Heaven of all their wish, There shall be no more land, say fish.
There once swam a catfish named Ben
hadn't eaten since who knows when
my worm looked just right,
Ben took a big bite.
No one's seen Ben swim'n since then.
Ben put up a heck of a fight
was thrashing with all of his might
when reeling him in,
that fish seemed to grin,
and spit out my worm just for spite.
Old Ben made one heck of a meal
couldn't help but think how he'd feel
if he'd been the one,
who had battled and won,
from the opposite side of the reel.
The whooper
I went fishing the other day.Caught a fish that I was surprised.
The fish was a least six inches long.
I took my fish and went to the market to look for beer.
Their I told, the butcher I caught a fish.
That was 12 inches long.
On the way to my house I saw a cop friend of mine.
I told him that i had a fish that was 18 inches long.
I stopped for a few beers at the bar I saw joey the postman.
I told joey that i had a whopper of a fish that was
Two feet long
Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake your body line Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake it all the time Work, work, work, Senora, work your body line Work, work, work, Senora, work it all the time
My girl's name is Senora I tell you friends, I adore her And when she dances, oh, brother She's a hurricane in all kinds of weather
Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Okay, I believe you) Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Okay, I believe you) Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Okay, I believe you) Jump in the line, rock your body in time (Whoa)
Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake your body line, whoa Shake, shake, shake, Senora, shake it all the time Work, work, work, Senora, work your body line Work, work, work, Senora, work it all the time
You can…
Jump In The Line
Harry Belafonte
Scene from Beetlejuice
zachary loved this movie
The Lake– 1809-1849
Edgar Allen Poe
In youth’s spring it was my lot To haunt, of the wide earth a spot The which I could not love the less, So lovely was the loneliness Of a wild lake, with black rock bound, And the tall pines that tower’d around.
But, when the night had thrown her pall Upon that spot, as upon all, And the mystic wind went by Murmuring in melody – Then – ah then I would awake To the terror of the lone lake.
Yet that terror was not fright. But a tremulous delight – A feeling not the jewelled mine Could teach or bribe me to define – Nor Love – although the Love were thine.
Death was in that poison’d wave — And, in its gulf, a fitting grave For him who thence could solace bring To his lone imagining – Whose solitary soul could make An Eden of that dim lake.
The Fox and the Hound
Zachary;s favorite Disney
cartoon when he was a kid
Grandpa Wally and Zach
Summer of 1990
13116 Coldbrook Ave
Downey California
Grandpa put up a swimming pool, he loved to pull you around in your little sitting floatie,
you loved the water every since,
You, Zach and Your brother , Stuart and
Your cousin Kevin at the Embassy Suites Hotel
Des Moines, in 1996
When your aunt and uncle came to Iowa and visited and took you boys back to California for a visit.
You with your cousin, Kevin and Brother Stuart
when you were with your aunt and uncle, Christy and Ali
they took you to arizona, and back to Cali,
1996
You helping your brother with the jeep
1996
at your Aunt Christy and Uncle Ali's House
in California
beabore they had landscaping done, they
brought you boys back to visit
The Big Dinosaur
Somewhere between Iowa and california
1996
When Your Aunt Christy and Uncle Ali drove to Iowa, to
Pick you boys up and take you back to California
for a visit
You, Kevin and Stu
You and your Brother
1996
in front of your aunt and uncles house
Zach
swimming at the Embassy Suites Hotel
Des Moines, Iowa
with your aunt and uncle and cousin Kevin, and Brother Stu
before they took you boys to Cali for a visit
1996
Zachary Ryan McNeeley
1990
3 months old
Downey california
at Grandpa Wallys and Grandma Irenes House
wehn we got back from England
Zachary
1 1/2 years Old
You are sitting on Becky's Car
(Becky drove us to california in 1991)
(Your dad, asked me to go back and sell stuff we had in storage)
Becky is a daughter of your dad's sister Jackie Hague(now deceased)who lived
in Newton, Iowa/boy did we have to plead and beg to get Jackie to agree to let Becky drive us, bust she did, I sold the stuff, but looking back in retrospect, I should have sold the stuff and set her ass packing back to Iowa, I us stayed in California.
Zachary 3 1/2 month old
1990
Downey California
Zach getting a bath from his granny
in the sink
Downey House
1990
Zach in the swing
Granny and Grandpa bought for you
1990
Downey, California
Zach
in a bath
Granny Bathing you
1990
Downey
Zach
2nd Birthday
1992
at Connie;s House
By Fairgrounds, in Des Moines, Iowa
the other kid is Jerry, her son and Pictires in Background of
Celina and Jerry
Note: Connie Miller was daughter of Dee, she was a next door neighbor,
to the house we lived in, by the fairgrounds, Connie lived two houses down
we stayed with connie when we left that house, the upstairs/downstairs thing wasnt
working/so we found a different house, on Raccoon, and we didnt stay long there, your brother was a baby.
Zachary
2 years old
in Jammies
Des Moines, Iowa
1992
Little Bubble Head
Zach in Bath
1990
Downey
For you Zach, I know you would be fishing today, July 4, 2021, if you were with us
I know your fishing in Heaven
For you Zach, I know you would be fishing today, July 4, 2021, if you were with us
I know your fishing in Heaven
In Memory of you Zach, you loved 4th of July
and fireworks,
this is for you,
July 4, 2021
we love you,
4th of july
2021
you love fireworks, and the 4th
Im sure you will be missed this year
Love and Miss you, Zach,
July 4th, 2021
What You have Missed So Far
Today is July 27th, 4 months since you left us, you missed the Series Mandalorian, Star wars story about a Yoda like Child, Disney really did it justice, I am surpised, I came acr0ss a picture of you standing in front of a British Phone booth, at Universal city walk, taken in 2007, posted here.
Wekk lets see what else you have missed, my crying once in a while, I miss you, and still cant believe your gone, Pattie still has not contacted me, or anyone else, which is wrong. She has your remains, but I have all the memories, and your stones will be placed at lake Havasu, London Bridge, as soon as we can get down there to have them ordered, Whichh will be Oct, when it cools off.
You havent missed much is the world of politics, its still corrupt, and Biden is a joke, the news and media is a joke, I heard your doggies, are still with Pattie, Your brothr Stuart told me, Im sure their well.
We had Tons of rain, Monsson season here is Arizona, it pour and poured, first in over 2 years this much rain, I think the Angels were crying for you and bowling with all the thunder, my grandfather used to tell me that, and i used to tell you boys that when it thundered , the angels were bowling, and when it rained they were crying.
I hope where ever you are you can see, what I am keeping record and memory of, and i get through each day, staying busy, I miss you, I love you find peace,
Forver in My heart
Van Gogh and the Artists he Loved: Virginie Demont-Breton, French Painter born on this day in 1859 "Child Fishing (L'enfant à la pêche)" French Art - Mia Feigelson Gallery By Virginie Demont-Breton (French, 1859-1935)
This Picture was taken In garden grove california
you were wearing your grandfathers Boots,
2006
we were going somewhere , out to dinner I think
you looked so good dressed up , Zach,
I think about you everyday, Son, and Miss you
Dressed up for Halloween
2006
you wore this to Rancho Alamitos High School
makeup looked Great
If you could see and hear what KISS Has become Now, they are sellouts
Phonys, and this Scamdemic that is going on, your not missing anything, bunch of crap, and KISS is no better then any other singer, or actor falling for it, so i am done with KISS they are liars, and frauds, and stand for nothing, so no more concerts from them
i wont go to any concert that is pushing evil Vax
i know if you were here you wouldnt be going for it either, I still have not spoken to patti, I think she didn you wrong, and i am sorry.
This I am having made into a tile for my yard ,
for you , Zach, and some others as well
Sept 1, 2001
Again, another month has gone by, 5 months now, since you have been gone, I hope your at peace, I miss you, nothing much going on here, stil working on the house, still have gotten no answers from patti or Valerie, that crooked lawyer has finaly stopped harassing me, I guess i am the only one that is writing on here, I have gotten nothing but crap from Michael hague, your ex Rachel, your stupid sister Valerie, no word from pattie, I guess she got what she wanted, she has your ashes, I hope she does right vby you, and put them in the lake, but your brother hasnt talked to her either, I dont like her , Zach, I dont trust her, and never will, I dont like the last memory I saw, of you and her face timing, its sad and pathetic, and I am really disgusted, by her, and why didnt you contact me, your stupid step sister was the last perosn you talked to, what did she say to you zach, ? what did she say to make you do this, to leave , to die alone in a basement, or did someone else have a hand in it, why , why , why? that is the questions tjhat linger, and It pisses me off I dont have the answers, all they can do is blame me, when I am the one that was kept in the dark, no one told me anything, and if you said something to your sister, she should have called the police to check on you, but the bitch didnt, neither did pattie, no one helped. Now Why wouldnt anyone help you????????? where is my answers, will I ever get them and I hope your lousy step brother and step sister is reading this they make me sick, phone call after phone call, threatening me, harassing me, and your talking the day i found out you were gone, April 1, yah what a joke , calls plagues by calls for a week, what sick people do that, Justin Goodno, Timothy cook, orval McNeeley 3rd, Valerie Scott, Jade miester, Pattie Virden, rachel ragan, michael hague, Russell Valeries kid, and who knows who else, plague me with threats and calls, they are sick, and twisted. And you are gone, dod they remember you , ? no, not even That pattie,
Why WHY WHY ??????????????????
sept 1, 2001
13116 coldbrook Ave
Downey California
This is the house we lived in since 1976, it was purchased by your great grandparents in 1956/built in 1955
youLived here from march of 1990 till August of 1990/then we moved to Iowa
big mistake on my part
Can you believe it, its 2021 and the house is still that color, except its in a shambles now, looks like crap, but what cna you expect , crappy people bought it,
Sept 1, 2021
You as a baby
Your step brother Orval holding you, I should have known then what kind of person he would turn out to be, he was only 15 in this picture, now in his 40's and real as-hole/jerk just like his stupid sister.
The only reason I put this on her, is you look cute in the picture, this was taken also in Downey 1990
(note here written)Sept 1,2021
Another Picture I came across
when you went to Nascar, in Fontana,.Ca
2006-07
You didnt look like you wee having fun from the picture, well what do you expect you went with the Idiot P Clausen, little did i know then how things would turn out, he was a monster and I blame him too, for what happend to you, and why your gone, his fault, just like the rest of the Iowa shitheads, hes remarried to a nasty woman, and Living in a shithole called paulden AZ, you can laugh at that Zach, what he caused, I have laughed too, he is someone I hate most of all, I hate liars.
Sept 1,2001
A Little
Halloween Message
2021
Halloween
2021
You Loved halloween Zach
I saw this Picture today, It reminded me of you,
its from a old artist/drawn sometime around the early 1920s
October 20, 2021
A lovely fall picture '
of a Lake,
October 20, 2021
A Picture is worth a Thousand words
A Snowy Day
first published in 1962
I grew up reading it in school, I remember
reading it to you and your brother, when you brought a copy home from
school, this was one of my favorites as a kid, and I know
you liked it too
I bought a copy with the copywrite 1963
October 2021
A Picture
Words
Speaks volumes of truth
October 2021
Zachary
Remembering you On Day of the dead-Nov 2, 2021
Remembering you on Halloween-October 31, 2021
Love and miss you, my son
Love mom
If I could have one wish in life, That wish would have to be That God would take away my pain And send you back to me.
Your birthday's here today, my son, And I just wanted you to know How much I deeply love you And that I miss you so.
On days like this we should celebrate, But for me that now proves hard, For unlike other mothers, I cannot send A simple birthday card.
No kisses can I give you Or birthday gifts to buy. Only flowers I now can give you, Which I place down where you lie.
Two other things I send you Are my thoughts and all my love, So hold them close and keep them safe In Heaven up above.
And please wait for me, my darling Until my days are through, And then I'll come and spend all time In Heaven just with you.
I saw this poem, and I know you
would have liked it
For you, my Boy
Nov 2021
Remembering you, my Son, for Thanksgiving,
Tomarrow is Thanksgiving day, November 25, 2021
You will be missed, I know you liked the turkey,
I love You, Zachary
The Empty Chair Prayer by Erica Parkerson
“The pies are in the freezer, the turkey is on the list,
But this Thanksgiving, oh how a loved one will be missed!
Lord Jesus, please hear our Thanksgiving prayer,
For those gathered around a table that has an empty chair,
Oh Lord, comfort their hearts – we know that you are able,
And let them know that this year, there’s another chair at Heaven’s Table!”
Oh, the splendour of the autumn when the shades of colour glow; When the trees dressed in their glory stir up shadows to and fro.
When the twilight sun is sinking, dusk embraces Mother Earth; What a joy to catch the splendour, moments of unmeasured worth.
Stop a while and ponder nature, thank the Lord for all you see; For our use and for their beauty, God created every tree.
Reminded me of david the Gnome, you loved as a little boy
11-24-2021
Your first Christmas In Heaven
Dec 25th 2021
I miss you, and everyone misses you, Zach,
if you cna see all of these things that is written
then why , why did you leave?????
Your family loved you, we miss you
your grandmother misses you, your cousins, your brother, your aunt and uncle
I love you , Son
your first Christmas in Heaven
TONITE AT MIDNIGHT-DECEMBER 31,2021 WE
SAY GOODBYE, AND WELCOME 2022...
2021 SUCKED AS MUCH AS 2020
SO MUCH LOSS, IF I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME, I WOULD
PREVENT YOU FROM LEAVING US SO SOON........
I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LIKED NEW YEARS EVE, THOUGH MOST OF THE TIME, IN YOUR RECENT YEARS, U WOULD DRINK, WHICH WAS A DOWNFALL, BUT WE WONT SWELL ON THAT, YOUR GONE, BUT NOT FORGOTTEN ZACH, I FINALLY HAD THE TIME AND FELT IT WAS ABOUT TIME, TO START HANGING THE PICTURES IN THE HALLWAY, WHICH U NEVER GOT TO SEE, THE HOUSE, MAYBE U CAN SEE IT FROM HEAVEN, I AM PUTTING TOGETHER FRAMES OF PICTURES, TO HANG.
AS FOR MEMORIES OF NEW YEARS
FIREWARKS TONITE, I KNOW YOU LOVED THEM, AND I REMEBERED SOMETHING YOU AND YOUR BTOTHER TOLD ME, ONE NEWS EVE OR CHRISTMAS EVE WHEN YOU BOYS WERE YOUNGER, LIVING WITH YOUR DAD, YOU PILED THE CEILING FAN WITH COLD CUTS AND CHEESE, AND WHEN SANDY TURNED IT ON THEY WENT FLYING, I CHUCKLED WHEN I THOUGHT OF IT, YOU BOYS DID ALOT FO GOOFY STUFF. i CAME ACROSS A GOOD PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR BROTHER, I AM GOING TO ENLARGE IT,
I MISS YOU ZACH, SOMEDAYS I CRY, SOME DAYS I LAUGH,
THERES DAYS WHEN I AM ANGRY, THEIR IS DAYS WHEN I AM HAPPY, THERES DAYS WHEN I AM FILLED WITH CONTEMPT FOR PATTI AND THE REST OF THE IDIOTS IN IOWA, THERES SOME DAYS I FEEL PITY FOR THEM, BECAUSE THEY ARE TOO STUPID AND BLIND, THERES DAYS I WANT TO SCREAM AT A TREE, SOME DAYS JUST WANT TO HUG THE TREE, THERE ARE DAYS I DONT WANT TO GET OUT OF BED, BUT I DO ANYWAY, AND THERES DAYS I GET THINGS ACOMPLISHED,
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN THINGS ARE DARK, TIMES WHEN THINGS ARE BRIGHT, THE SUN SHINES ONE DAY, AND THE SUN GOES TO BED UNDER A BLANKET OF CLOUDS THE NEXT, ONE DAY IT RAINS, ONE DAY IT DONT, I TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, AND THERES TIMES WHEN I JUST SAY WHATEVER.............
I TIRED TO TEACH YOU AND YOUR BROTHER THIS PHILOSOPHY, YOU TOOK YOUR PATH AND YOUR BROTHER HAS HIS.
AGAIN WE SAY GOODBYE TO 2021, ITS BEEN A LOUSY YEAR, OTHER THEN A FEW THINGS MADE IT BRIGHT, I DONT KNOW WHAT 2022 WILL BRING, BUT THE MEDIA, THE NEWS, THE INTERNET, POLITICIANS, JOURNALISTS, AND SOME PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE THE CORRUPTION THAT IS THE DOWNFALL OF HUMANKIND, AND THEY ARE DESTROYING SELF ESTEEM, AND FAITH. I HOPE YOU FOUND PEACE, AND THE PLACE YOUR IN, (i WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE IS A PARADISE-HEAVEN) SOME MANY QUESTIONS, NO ANSWERS, I STILL HAVE NO ANSWERS AS TO WHY, WHY YOU LEFT, WHERE YOU ARE, WHO IS RESPONSIBLE, AND THOSE YOU LEFT BEHIND IN IOWA, DO THEY CARE? I DONT BELEIVE THEY DO,
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU , ZACH
IN MEMORY THIS NEW YEARS EVE-DECEMBER 31, 2021
March 11, 2022
Stone Placed in Lake Havasu, Arizona
March of 2022
'
In memory of You, Zachary
There is 2, side by side, by the London Bridge, water, and british Phone Booth
Since I was Illegally Robbed of your ashes, Unfortunalty they are not there, maybe someday, whoever reads this will convince the theives, to lay your ashes at rest in a lake,or maybe even lake Havasu,Arizona
Be at rest my son, We miss you and love you
Love, Mom, Erik, Granny, Stuart, Aunt Christie, Uncle Ali, Kevin and Ethan
We All Love You
March 11, 2022
Stone Placed in Lake Havasu, Arizona
March of 2022
'
In memory of You, Zachary
There is 2, side by side, by the London Bridge, water, and british Phone Booth
Since I was Illegally Robbed of your ashes, Unfortunalty they are not there, maybe someday, whoever reads this will convince the theives, to lay your ashes at rest in a lake,or maybe even lake Havasu,Arizona
Be at rest my son, We miss you and love you
Love, Mom, Erik, Granny, Stuart, Aunt Christie, Uncle Ali, Kevin and Ethan
We All Love You
March 15, 2022
St Patrick
My Son,
St Patricks Prayer
March 15, 2022
Prayer to St Gertrude
March 15, 2022
Please watch over my son, Zachary,
Peace,
St Patrick Drives Snakes from Ireland
In Memory
march 15, 2022
St patrick watch over my Son, as you watched over Ireland
Lament
St Patrick
Blessings
march 16,2022
MARCH 17, 2022
YOUR FIRST
ST PATRICKS DAY IN HEAVEN
ST PARICKS PRAYERS
THOUGHTS
MARCH 17, 2022
YOUR FIRST
ST PATRICKS DAY IN HEAVEN
ST PARICKS PRAYERS
THOUGHTS
MARCH 17, 2022
YOUR FIRST
ST PATRICKS DAY IN HEAVEN
ST PARICKS PRAYERS
THOUGHTS
March 25,2022
The sun is shining, the birds are singing, and God’s love is with us. I can smell the fragrance of heaven as I think about loved ones in heaven.
March 25th 2022
You were loved by many, but most of all by me. Though you’re gone, you’ll never be forgotten.
March 26th
2022
In Remembrance of
Zachary Ryan McNeeley
March 26th
2022
words for Zachary
March 28th
2022
1 year ago
one year has passed
this written
March 29th
2022
you died between the 27th and the 30th
we dont know, will i ever know, what really happend?
March 31, 2022
There was no March 31st last year in 2021
love you and miss you
April 1, 2022
He let go of the committee of indecision within him. He let go of all the ‘right’ reasons. Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, he just let go.
He didn’t ask anyone for advice. He didn’t read a book on how to let go. He didn’t search the scriptures. He just let go.
He let go of all of the memories that held him back. He let go of all of the anxiety that kept him from moving forward. He let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.
He didn’t promise to let go. He didn’t journal about it. He didn’t write the projected date in his day-timer. He made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper. He didn’t check the weather report or read his daily horoscope. He just let go.
He didn’t analyze whether he should let go. He didn’t call his friends to discuss the matter. He didn’t do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment. He didn’t call the prayer line. He didn’t utter one word. He just let go.
No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or congratulations. No one thanked him or praised him. No one noticed a thing. Like a leaf falling from a tree, he just let go.
There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn’t good and it wasn’t bad. It was what it was, and it is just that. In the space of letting go, he let it all be. A small smile came over his face. A light breeze blew through him. And the sun and the moon shone forevermore
EASTER
APRIL 17,2022
EASTER IN HEAVEN, MY SON
Remembering you , Zach, this memorial day
weekend
May 26th, 2022,
memorial day- may 30th, 2022-monday
I know how you liked a good BBQ, and fishing on
holidays , I love you and miss you,
my Son.
June 20, 2022
Just a Little Lavender field, to say I am thinking about you,
yesterday was fathers day, i wonder if your somewhere with your dad,
questions, questions , is their a heaven?
Missing you, Son
Love you
Came across this today
June 20, 2002
I know how you liked the Trooper/iron Maiden
Had to Post here for you,
4th of July 2022
another year without you
I know you loved the 4th of july
May be be fishing In heaven,
I love you, Zach
July 4th 2022
a lake , a flag
a fisherman's day
may you be fishing where ever you are, In heaven
I love you, Zachary
Oct 2022
This little picture I came across
I had to post here
I love you and miss You Zach
Love Mom
October 2022
A Lake , A boat
A fish wating to Jump,
a boy with a pole,
sitting on the bank
Fishing in Heaven
for You Zach
Grandpa and You, On Left Zach and Stu on right
1992
in Downey, ca
For Your birthday in Heaven Zachary
Nov 3, 2022
For Your birthday in Heaven Zachary
Nov 3, 2022
November 24, 2022
another Thanksgiving in heaven , my son, when i see football on TV, I think of you
the cowboys, green bay packers, the eagles
Missing you , I love you
Love MOM
Zach
Nov 24, 2022
Thanksgiving
Thank you for being my son, I miss you,
your in Heaven watching down on us,
I love you.
Love MOM
December 24th, 2022
This little boy remind me of you , Zach
another christmas in heaven
I miss you
love mom
December 24th 2022
a little snowman, reminds me of all the times
you played in the snow, made snow forts,
and we made a snowman,
may the angels of heaven watch over you, my Son
Love , Mom
Decemer 25th 2022
a Bridge, Santa, a Boat,
and fishing pole in hand
this is for you, my son,
Christmas in heaven,
for you Zachary, I miss you
Decemeber 25th, 2022
In memory of my Son, Zachary Ryan McNeeley
Christmas
March 1, 2023
Snow in Arizona
The snow fell on the 1st of March, 2023
we had so much snow in the desert, Zach, I wish you were here to see it.
Did you send the snow?
from heaven
We miss you my son,
love Mom
Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Everything remains as it was. The old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used to.
March 17, 2023
March 17, 2023
I love you zach and miss you everyday
Easter
Sunday April 9,2023
Missing you, Son,
WE Love You
Sept 27th, 2023
A humming bird for you, Zach, just to say were thinking of you,
we have ome many hummingbirds in our yard, they must be sent from heaven,
I miss you, Son
Love Mom
Halloween 2023 another one gone by oh, how the years fly, we laugh, and we cry, tears of joy and tears of sad in times of good and times of bad Days of new and days of old the moon shines bright yellow and gold on a dark Hallows Night children smiling and having fun. costumes to scare and delight. the old year burns out and fades away. when the day is done comes along another day. who remembers the dead, Nov second rolls in like a phantom to loved ones that passed on, offering drink and bread a tombstone cover lawn families gather to read a tome. Bonfires lit and distant wailing. the veil is sheer. we dance and we sing. having our long-gone loved ones near Long remembered. life so short, life so long holding on to memories right or wrong, leaving the past those who care and sees there love will last
Remembering you my son on this all souls day
and feast of all saints.
may they look after you in heaven
November 2, 2023
Day of the Dead
November 2, 2023
Remembering you
on this, day, and celebrating you spanish ancestry
Miss you
Love Mom
REMEMBERING YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
ZACHARY
YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 34 TODAY
NOVEMEBER 3,2023
BORN nOVE 3, 1989 AND YOU LEFT US IN MARCH OF 2021
IT EEMS LIKE YESTERDAY YOU WERE A LITTLE BOY
AND NOW YOUR GONE, LET THE HUMMINGBIRDS CARRY YOUR SOUL THROUGH
AND WHEN I SEE THEM IN MY YARD, I WILL THINK OF YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LOVE MOM
tHERE ARE THOSE YOU SIT AT CEMETERIES
MOURNING THOSE THAT HAVE PASSED ON, THEY WRITE PLATITUDES OF GRIEF AND DISPAIR, THEY GONE ON AND ON AND GIVE FLOWERS TO THE DEAD.
THEY FORGET ABOUT THE LIVING, AND SURROUND THEMSELVES WITH DARK EMOTIONS BECASUE OF THEIR LOSS. tHEY HAVE NO CLUE, THAT THE PERSON IS NOT IN THE TOMB, THE GRAVE OR SCATTERED TO THE WIND, THAT IS TH EARTHLY BODY, WE SAY GOODBYE TO. THE SOUL IS AROUND, IN HEAVEN, IN PARADISE, IN THE SUMMERLANDS, IN PURGATORY, OR EVEN HELL, IF THEIR IS A HELL. WHEREVER IT IS, OUR LOVED ONES HAVE MOVED ON, OR THERE WATCHING OVER US. GIVE THANKS TO THAT ON THIS THANKSGIVING DAY, AND REMEMBER TO THANK THE LIVING AS WELL AS THE DEAD.
REMEMBERING ZACHARY, THAT DWELLS IN A BETTER PLACE, ANOTHER THANKSGIVING,. TO SAY THANK YOU SON, FOR BEING MINE FOR 31 YEARS, NOW YOU BELONG TO THE UNIVERSE.
THANKSGIVING IN PARADISE/THE SUMMERLANDS
LOVE MOM
Christmas is that time of year For being with the ones we love Sharing so much joy and cheer What a wonderful feelin' Watching the ones we love Having so much fun I was sittin' by the fire side Taking a walk through the snow Listening to a children's choir Singing songs about Jesus The blessed way that he came to us
Why can't it remain All through the year Each day the same Ah, that's what I wanna hear Heh-heh, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas
All the kinfolk gather 'round The lovely Christmas tree Hearts are glowing full of joy Sense the gifts that we're giving And the love that we're living
Why can't it remain (Why can't it remain?) Oh, all through the year (All through the year) Each day the same (Each day the same) Ah, that's what I wanna hear I'll tell ya, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas Let me hear ya (Why can't it remain?) Why can't it remain? (All through the year) All, all through the year (Each day the same) Each day the same And that's what I wanna hear Listen to me, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas
Oh, it's truly amazin' That spirit of Christmas Ain't it so? It's truly amazin' Yeah, that spirit of Christmas Oh, Christmas Oh Christmas
In Memory of you, Zachary Christmas 2023
another year your spending in heaven...........I miss you
sending you hugs
love
mom
Santa, do you know where heaven is? Maybe your reindeer know the way. For I have a special present I need delivered on Christmas day.
For Christmas is a time for sharing With those we hold so dear. Please take this gift, with all my love For an angel who's no longer here.
It's wrapped up in all our memories We once shared from the past. The ribbons and bows are all our dreams. Inside there's a broken heart.
It's such a special parcel. Please Santa, don't delay. I would love it to be in heaven In time for Christmas day.
Christmas 2023
Missing you my Son,
Easter Holy Week
Remembering you, this week
Wed.-March 27,2024
Maundy Thursday-3/28/2004
Good friday-march 29,2024
Saturday day or remembrance-March 30, 2024
Sunday- Easter- March 31,2024
Three years in Heaven, my Son, missing you, may those that have forgotten, remeber you this spring season of Easter.
March 29,2024
An Oriole, to remind me, that two origoles came to visit my garden and yard last Spring and Summer, 2023, I believe that was your little sign you are watching from Heaven, my Son, I love you and MIss You
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